Dear
you,
Before
our relationship goes any further, I want to apologize that I can’t make our
relationship like an ordinary one. The spark dies and I can’t make you my
everything nor the one and only in my heart. Because when I do that I know our
relationship will collapse, sinking like an old rusty boat.
I
can’t promise to love you completely and perfectly. Because I know I will
disappoint you, and I may fail you. And when I love you with all of me I know
it won’t work. Because it will just drain the two of us into the emptiness.
I’m
sorry I can’t make you the only one love of my life. Because there is someone I
have to treasure more than you. There is someone I love and adore more than
anyone else.
But
there are these things I can promise you. I will learn to love my God
wholeheartedly. I will learn to be a Godly woman who make Him the center of my
life. And by these I hope, I can love you well, I can love you more. I promise
to put you after Him, and I promise you, it will make us feel content. I want
to spent the rest of my life with you, but first, I have to give the rest of my
heart to Him. I hope you don’t have any objection on this.
I
love you
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